God damn it i miss you.

I had time to myself yesterday and I could only think of one thing - you. And it made me cry, made my entire body shake. And then i stopped crying and made myself forget it. Its like a switch, and its so fucking close to the surface.

Fuck it.

Fuck.

Life is good, really really good. Wish i could show you, tell you....

I miss you. I hope you're safe.