Ok seriously quirky day. This afternoon i found a bunch of flowers on my door step with a typed note attatched. This is what it said:

'Missing you is what takes up the quiet hours of my day, fills my mind with a million things i would say to you if i only had the courage. I type letters in my mind telling you how much you mean to me and get angry when i can't find the right words to tell you all the ways i love you. Where ever i go everything seems to scream your name at me and taunt me. A coffee shop makes me think of your only addiction, a book store of the beautiful way you write and the radio of all the songs you used to get excited about and turn up so loud that everyone in the block could hear. I saw these flowers at the market and they reminded me of you too - because they were beautiful. When you're sad or lonely know that someone out there will be thinking of you and loving you in everyway he knows how. Smile...'

Is that not ridiculously sweet? It almost made me cry. My first thought was bill, who later proved me wrong by sending an abusive sms because i haven't called him for so damn long and its "so like me". Then i thought maybe it was mark, because he knows that much about me and still cares, but he's in Jan Juc. So i haven't the foggiest idea who it could be and in typical me style its driving me crazy. No one has the need to miss me, why they would miss me anyway is well beyond my comprehension. *sigh* it did make my day though.

I hardly have any time to write on here anymore, nor do I write in my diary at all, so things are slipping by. Maybe I’ll use this as an update of sorts.

The most recent adventure involved driving over to Mt Marha on a bit of an adventure. I was complaining that my day was boring so perhaps this is why it happened. After getting thrown out of the house down in flinders at 6 in the morning by a 90 year old lady we drove to Mt Martha to go to the beach - it was going to be 37 degrees. After spending a lot of the day lying around, swimming, chatting and shaun practising his gymnastics (it was funny at the time) we decided it was time to head off. In fact, after that much time in the sun - all i wanted to do was go home. I got in the car, turned it on, and guess what - it was fucked again! I was very annoyed considering i just paid the mechanic $700 to fix it. I realised the only way i was going anywhere was to wait around until it got dark and hope the car had cooled down. So i was stuck there, middle of nowhere, hot and getting rapidly more sunburnt, my phone battery was dead and my car wasn't going anywhere anytime soon. We gave in and went back to the beach, swam a little more, worked on our tans a little more and came back when it was cooler. Nope, still stuffed. Then i walked a long way to find a payphone, called my parents (which i really didn't want to do) and they decided they were going to come all the way down and tow me home - great. Hours later they arrived, Dad got in the car and you can imagine what happened - it worked. If it hadn't been so annoying it would have been funny.

What else is new? Well with zoe and cam in thailand and mark permenantly in Jan Juc, its been pretty quiet round here...

oops gotta go, shaun on the phone...