Currently listening to: Dear Chicago - Ryan Adams, the appropriateness of which is amazing.

Currently thinking: That i fucking hate being lied to.

Currently feeling: As if my heart has been ripped out of my chest and jumped on repeatedly. In other words - heartbroken.

I'm currently overwhelmed by the feeling that i dont want to write in this blog any more.

Its a long story kids. A long long long story. Essentially - this blog is a fucking joke, like a lot of things really...

Anyway, thanks to my committed followers for reading all my rubbish over time. Stay safe and take very good care.

THE END.

P.S This is not the end of my blogging career, i'm going to start something new. If for some strange reason you feel like reading it - email me.

Listening to: Leif Erikson - Interpol

Thinking: that its tuesday already...it only just occured to me.

Feeling: Bit wrecked but very good :)

What a beautiful beautiful day and an equally beautiful evening. Just got back from running and i'm feeling very refreshed. Today i just studied and went to Kats for a while. She was having a bbq/excuse for a piss up and it was really good to see all those guys. Andrew and Chook were predictably trashed and yelling abuse at the television. I believe one of the quotes was "Fish is a good word. Why arent any of the horses called 'fish'?....WOOOOOO GO FISH!!!! Fish fish fish fish" and so on. Quite entertaining.

Last night i went to Ursh's place and just chilled out. Then at about 11 her friends from the Age came over and disrupted the peace a bit. They were crazy and hyper but wonderful. Then after eating all the food in the place, and drinking anything they could get their hands on they decided they were going to an rnb party. They were desperately trying to get me to go with them and just couldn't understand when i was saying it wasn't my thing. Really - its not my thing! Plus i was ruined so i just went home and let them go out and party on. Ursh is having a party on Sunday and i'm quite looking forward to it. It'll be a lot of the old crew who i haven't seen in ages, including chris. Should be interesting....interesting probably being the operative word.

Just recorded a new song. Its called "New" and i'm really happy with it. My voice still has the sexy husky 'i've been sick for weeks' edge which is cool.

Oh i know news - I'm having a party! Yay! Well i was informed that i was by a text message i recieved from Ian. Hes like "you and i are having a party for our birthdays" which i was a bit taken aback by but quite excited. Of course it will be weird having a party with him considering the diversity of our friends but he has a rockin party house and is quite willing for us to trash it. Hes just been inviting any person he meets. Even random strangers. Its great. I've been so looking forward to having a party. Yay.

Well i haven't been exactly disiplined today so i should really get back to it. Ahhhh.

over.

Ok, the orange can stay, but just for now...

While enduring the hell that is swotvac and exams and so on, i've discovered the serious need to take decent breaks. Not breaks where you go out, get wasted and wake up at midday the next day with such a headache that you couldn't possibly study for at least three days....i mean, quick, relaxing breaks.

So here are my top 8 things to do:

8. Write a list of things to do when its all finally over.

7. Go for a jog or walk.

6. Have 'you' time. Which is a wanky term for chilling out, and listening to a good cd with a nice glass of red.

5. Have a long hot bath with the whole deal. Bubbles, candles, music etc...

4. Cook something that you can snack on while studying later. ie. the wonderful choc chip muffins i cooked earlier.

3. Call up a friend. Not someone who you always talk about serious stuff with. Call someone you'll end up talking about the most random, irrelivant rubbish to. Great to get your mind off study.

2. Watch the stupidest, but funniest film you can get your hands on. A good laugh is very relaxing.

1. Have sex (if of course you're lucky to have the facility avaliable...any offers? Guys? Please? Its for the good of my education! )The ultimate in relaxation passtimes.