Fucking hell.

I kissed my new housemate yesterday, or more correctly, he kissed me. I really wasn't planning it to happen, i'd actually hoped that that tension wouldn't be there when he finally moved in. I want to tell Ian, but i just cant, he's feeling bad already and i dont think this will help. Now what? I dont know....hmmm i'm so good at getting myself in this mess. I just have to make sure no one finds out and talk to dave, you know, sort some stuff out. I really want him, he's beautiful, but i know full well its not a good idea.

What else is going on? Well, mum gets home today which is good. And ursh is home too - yay! So steak night is going ahead, albeit a very casual affair. All the ususals will be away unfortunately. Hmmm and i have to deal with dave, and being drunk and having bedrooms next door to eachother....AHHHHHHHH

Anyways, gotta go see james...maybe report more later.