Had such a great night last night. Probably one of the best nights in ages. Me and some bond girls went bar hopping all over the city and south melbourne. It was so much fun. We got in everywhere for free and drinks were free all night. Ah i love how cliquey the hospitality crowd is.

At about 4 i announced that i didn't comprehend how i was so drunk and apparently looked up at ursh and said "ursh - someone spiked my tequila!!" And she said "with what?" and i said "extra alcohol!" Yes...i was with it. We just danced and danced and danced until we could hardly walk. Fun fun.

Was feeling a little seedy this morning and had to get up and play hockey. It was ok i guess. Elissa was playing for Doncaster which was exciting, although i kept getting in trouble cos we gossiped the whole game.

Nothing much more to say for myself, might go have a shower.

I'm going out with andrew tonight....

Frighteningly cheery. What a completely wonderful day. Made extra wonderful by the last hour. I've been on the phone to Brad. God i hate the name Brad. Anyways, we had such a great talk, hes really really sweet. Haha things are spinning me out at the moment. Whats going on?! Hahahaha

Had my last hockey training tonight which was also fun. We pretended to train hard but really - whats the point? We're getting relegated unless we win this game by 6 goals. And yes, we're going to give it one hell of a shot but its not going to be easy...to say the least.

Just got offered a job too. Yay. Things are great. So great.

That is all.

Yay! Wonderfully productive day thus far. Applied for 900 different jobs (or at least 10) and did some stuff i've been meaning to do for months. Also finally got off my arse and got back into the whole playing music buisness, and its actually looking good.

Lalala nothing much to say for myself as usual. Saw zoe for the first time in AGES today which was really cool.

Oh and the best thing ever happened yesterday. I was waiting at the station to get picked up (yes, i'm a slackarse) when guess who walks up? JEZ!!! I got so excited. It was a huge reunion with much hugging and oh my godding. We chatted about how things have been going and stuff and he told me that he and B broke up. Then we realised that its the first time since we've known eachother that we've both been single. As soon as he said it we both went ridiculously uncomfortable, started giggling and looking at the ground and stuff. So weird. I mean theres always been tension and whatever, but we're mates and we always have been. This is the guy whos window i used to climb through, and lie on his bed and watch videos or listen to music with all night. This is the guy who i wagged assembly with to go to Marios on a regular basis, and have stupid staring contests with for hours. THis is the guy i ran around with at aths days sticking grass down eachothers tops. He shouldn't make me uncomfortable. But i guess there was that kiss (which i swore to god i'd never ever mention anywhere ever) but i guess they cant break up any more than they have. But that was once, it only happened once and that was it. Sure he had a huge crush on me while i was with Simon and i had a huge crush on him while he was with B....but....hmmm....repressedness. Lovely. So yeah, we're gonna catch up properly soon and hang out like in the good old days, i'm quite excited.

Christian is fed up with everyone and just cracked it. He doesnt even want to come to uni anymore. People give him a fair bit of shit but i thought he knew we were joking around. In some ways he does bring it upon himself, especially with the me situation and the rhett stuff. But i dont want him to be upset so i wrote them all an email telling them to be nice. haha they're just gonna laugh at me.

Umm what else is news. I dunno, stuff is good though. If i get one of the jobs i applied for today things will be even better. yay.

Okie i'm pretty hyper so im gonna go and do something energitic.

ciao

Feeling amazing today :) No particular reason, just having one of those days where i feel smart and energetic and healthy.

Was finally inspired to write again, and god its been a while. The words found themselves without me having to put in effort and it felt good, so much less like a chore as it has been recently.

Funny that now i dont really feel much like writing anything of any use. Sometimes writing on here seems so self absorbed but i just love looking back on what i had to say for myself a year ago. God i changed over the summer, and that change is really obvious just in the tone of my entries.

Blogging is wonderful.

Scott came back last night and i had lunch with him today. God he's funny sometimes. He was telling me this story about when he used to live with his parents. Apparently they're pretty strict and straight, and weren't keen on him having girls over. One night him and Nadia were upstairs in his room when he heard his mum coming up the stairs going "Scott? Did i show you these photos?" And they're both frantically trying to dress themselves but Nadia cant find her pants (this is even before shes met the family) so Scott shoves her in the cupboard. He then proceeds to have this really really long conversation with his mum. When his mum finally leaves he makes Nadia climb out his window and down the tree into the next door neighbours yard in the pouring rain cos he cant just suddenly appear downstairs with a girl without it looking really suspicious. She refused to speak to him for weeks. Ah thats class.

But yeah, lunch was good. We took our food to the park and managed to get the few sunny hours of the day. It was really nice. The disturbing this is i'm starting to feel like we're dating or seeing eachother or whatever and i just really feel into unconsciously. Hmm time to go out and pick up a random boy to assure myself we're not exclusive. I'm terrible aren't i?!

Well well must get myself to bed to get much needed beauty sleep. Ah bed, one of my favourite places in the world.

Night x

GRRRRRRRRRRRR

How to make me fucking angry number 1:

Question my friends integrity and claim they are simply my friends in order to get me into bed, or some other evil, without having ACTUALLY met them. Then put this "vibe" you're getting down to your "53 years of experience" and add on that i'm a "young naive girl" for good measure. Then piss me off further by saying you doubt everything my friend [insert name here] has ever said because "con men are really good at what they do." Say that my friend is "dangerous" and "untrustworty", and add on that perhaps i should "steer clear".

No - fuck you. Seriously - fuck you. I am so fucking sick of defending my friends. My god i dont think i've been this angry in a long long time. I could hurt someone, or something. I'm not usually violent but i feel it all coming to the surface.

Not only is that an insult to my friend (who incidently is a total darling, and one of the most genuine, gentle, caring people i know) but its an insult to my intelligence and perception. If i cant know someone for a year and judge whether they're up to no good or not then i dont know why i'm doing law, because i must be a total dumbarse.

Its not just this person, its bloody everyone and it always has been. Heard of trust? Its a wonderful thing.

In case you hadn't picked up - am so mad. GRRRR

Back in sunny melbourne again and utterly unthrilled about it. Been down at flinders for a 'girls weekend' which wasn't, as jonny suggested, an opportunity for us to run around and have pillowfights in our underwear. It was actually cool to spend some time with girls, as weird as that sounds - they're...different. :) Nah it was nice, got lots of sleep, drank and smoked far too much and ate pretty much constantly - come on, reiko was there! Lovely weekend.

Hockey was also a highlight of the weekend. As we were at risk of being relegated (and now aren't at risk as such - we definately are..) i decided i'd had enough of this fucking around and wanted to win. It was goal for goal til the final siren where it ended up as 5 - 4 to them...bastards! But it was such a kick arse game, i had sooo much fun. Except i pulled a muscle in my bum. Somoene yelled from the sideline "what have you done?" and when i yelled that back, EVERYONE laughed at me. Hey, they asked. Kit said it was an "underusage injury". Hes such a fuckhead, he's always so rude to me. He said my four goals were "opportunistic"....Well excuse me for scoring you wanker...next time i'll refrain. Sorry, he makes me angry. I dont think he's ever complimented me. "I hope he's injured in a horrible mirror ball accident"

Well i think i might attend uni this week for a pleasant change. You know, change of scenery and stuff :) I'm also going to that interview for the Evelyn. Should be cool.

Until i find something more interesting to write, i'm out.