FUCKING GREAT DAY.

Yes, the best day in ages. Had the best class ever this morning, i haven't felt so fired up and passionate in forever. It was a music culture class about political music writing and there was much arguing about reagan and springsteen and puff daddy. It was so great. I had so many ideas and inspirations and i couldn't stop writing. My hand felt like it was going to fall off.

Then i wandered home in the beautiful sunshine to see my boys. Went to borders (which is one of my favourite places to hang) and bought some books. Sat on the balcony and played my guitar with ian and sang. Wrote some of my book. Listened to a few cds and really took them in. Then had amazing sex. I dont know if it was amazing cos it was good, or that i was amazed that it was half good. I gotsda stop saying mean things like that, but it was suprising.

Now i'm just floating around. Had a good talk to warfey. Feeling fucking great.

You know what would top this off? A beer. I shall get one and go look at my view. Yes...

I hope you all have had a good day also. Mwa!!!!

Listening to: A murder of one - Counting Crows

Feeling: Exhausted from a busy week. Happy. Nervous. A little stressed.

I've been posting an awful lot recently. Procrastination. Just read 'hello ariel' which really died when christian and i stopped speaking (or more correctly, he stopped speaking to me). We're friends again, yet it hasn;t fired up again. Shame, cos it was really funny sometimes. There's a lot of material there i shall use for his 21st speech. I'm so glad we're friends again. I was thinking about his speech last night and realising that even though i have a lot to give him shit about, theres also a heap of things i want to say about how much he rocks. Sometimes i think i respect him more than anyone in the world. He's a beautiful person and i love him so so so much it almost hurts. I hope he is going well with ursh, i hope she makes him happy in a way i never could. Mostly, i hope we're friends forever.

So the house is quiet. Everyone is studying, out or interstate. I've just finished my final module thank christ.

I'm getting really into singing again. Had a bit of a sing today and while my throat is still pretty fragile and i'm still donning the sexy raspy huskyness, its getting better. I'm so over being sick. I'm feeling more alive now i'm being more creative overall, with drawing and writing and singing and stuff. Its a nice change from uni.

I'm also joining the gym again with Dave. I think i need a gym buddy, someone to push me along. I'm so cautious of doing things with dave because of everything that has happened with ian. Hes convinced i'm going to ditch him and stop seeing him and needing him but its not true. I just enjoy doing stuff with Dave too. Why is it complicated?

AHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAAA I just saw bowen on video hits. He is millsy's guitarist. AHAAAAHHAAA Funniest thing ever. Hes so much a part of the video clip too. Still has his stupid mullet. Still trying to look rock but playing guitar for Millsy. What a moron. Hahahaha best thing i've seen in soooo long.

Message from christian: "GOLD. Best story EVA. Fucking gold. You fucked millsy's 14 year old guitarist. You're not just a groupie, you're a millsy groupie. Gold i tell you."

P.S Hes not 14, he just looks it.