My excuse is holidays. They're making me busy, hungover and slightly slack. But i'm having mucho fun, so thats all that counts.

Been chilling a lot and watching movies, reading, eating too much and drinking too much. Had an awesome house/friends christmas party yesterday lunch, followed by a reasonable sane family affair. Tomorrow is the highly exciting bogan side of the fam. Joy.

Stuff is good with the boy. I'm so in love even i find it nauseating sometimes. He's just been such a sweetheart recently, so so so good to me in my time of exceptional poverty. Said poverty is not improved by Ia being a prick and not giving me my money back. I really need it and have been asking for ages and ages. He's not even trying. He eats lunch at HP of F every day, takes a fuck load of drugs, parties and doesn't get a job. Nor is he borrowing it off someone else. Fuck, its been 6 months.

But yeah, D. Well what can i say....i love him and think we're going to be together for a very long time. Which is a damn sight more than i can say for any past bf. Gave him a present he loves for christmas, so i'm happy. Kinda scared he's taking me somewhere exotic for a hol, but guess i will find out tomorrow.

Contemplating the potential getting kicked out of this house. Its sad i guess. Dont want to leave these guys, but wouldn't be too devastated about never seeing J again. drives me nuts.

Nothing much is news really, even though it feels like life has changed.

Oh, i know, I'm 21! My partay was massivo, and awesome. I had one of the best nights EVER. I love my friends. Ia was a jerk and threw a beer bottle, W was a jerk too. Both upset me by being selfish uptight drunken idiots. But that got sorted and i got fucking trashed! Enormous night.

Well, more later. Ha - whatever.

Going for a christmas eve picnic tonight. mmmm...

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL. :)