Disparate thoughts today: tired, stressed, sick and drugged to the eyeballs. Suprisingly happy though. Been in el hospital, battling on. I will not be defeated by a few lousy viruses. I may however be defeated by my con and admin assignment.

Happy
Stressed
Have eaten too much
Have glandular fever, so tired of being sick
So tired of private property regime
Have fallen too hard for someone too scattered
My boy is leaving again, doesn't like this city
i love these jeans
i love the fireplace in winter
i miss zoes - both of them
Was nice to see erin today
Am in love with the reindeer section song - where i fall.
i shouldn't take e anymore - brain is fucked
eternal sunshine of a spotless mind - great great great movie.
house is too quiet
my friends are dispersing around the world, i wish i was too
i want to go on a sunshiny holiday
carravagio and guy bourdin exibitions both beautiful and interesting
I am losing my love of books - sad, i dont know why
I love walking in the rain
i love open spaces.
I miss my sister
I need more sleeping, i feel chronic fatigue creeping up.

Hope all is well in all places. Sorry this is scattered and formless.