So, long time without blogging again, but this time my excuse is the beautiful queenslandy goodness.

The holiday was awesome and just what the doctor ordered. Beautiful, sun shiney, outdoorsey, tropical and i have a kick arse tan. We just wandered, swam, snorkled and lazed about reading books. I forget how happy the beach makes me, how peaceful. I miss it already. Our deserted island was magnificent and i hope to return one day, i'm never felt like that, so completely submerged in nature, so vulnerable to the changes in environment. I loved it, loved it, loved it. We didn't argue too much but i did get sick of his moodiness. I guess i learnt more about him, realised that hes a pretty negative person sometimes and brings me down a lot. Still, there isn't anyone else in the world i'd rather have gone with.

Since i've been back (a few days) life has been rosey. Back at uni and not minding it too much yet and loving seeing my friends again. Still flinch a bit when i walk round the corners of the law building praying to god i dont run into matt - at least i think thats how i feel. God damn it i miss him though. 'Steak night: the reunion' is tonight but i've gotta miss most of it cos i'm going to Ash (free!!) with my darling brad (who is the sweetest boy alive!), dave and one of his friends.

As for the ever complicated love life of phe, well...still shagging das housemate and knowing its a bad idea. Still seeing James, but only tentatively (cos everyone knows its only days until he gets back with the hell bitch). THings are going on with Damian, the worlds sexiest bar tender, and ursh is trying to get me with tim. Hmm too many boys on the go. ITs all good though, no complaints here.

Not feeling particularly deep at the moment, just trying not to think too much.

Everyone was around on the weekend, all back from their corners of the country. Now they've gone again and i dont like it one bit. Breece is away and i miss him. Sarah is in Shep and i miss her.

Hmmmmmmmmm. Not feeling complete.