Krissa wrote this...weirded me out:

Unsent Letter

I layed in bed for a half hour this morning trying to figure out whether this letter would be worth the cost of ink and paper.
I've been watching old re-runs, oh the drama. But hey, it always was easy to make me cry, right? I've never been the emotionally stable kind of girl and you prove that time and time again.
I don't know why you're surprised about the entanglements of our one day reunited affair. The ending seemed pretty obvious before the previews even started. Maybe we enjoy the tear drops and angry voices. I doubt we'd be complete without them.
But who does it hurt right, you get another exuse to give me the "we're never gonna get back together" speech and I once again have reason to write angst filled poetry. A win win situation for us all hmm.
These re-runs aren't quite fair though. Even they get to be happy for an episode or two. The chance to win back the one they want or at least to meet a temporary replacement.
But this is reality and we're living in it. At least you are, I prefer to dabble in it from time to time. I find the fantasy to be more suitable. With my head in the clouds it's easier to pretend that the first love will be the last and the boy you lose your innocence to will be the only.
So far I've got the second part covered, but the first? That's a fantasy I don't think even I could dream into reality.

Is blogger going to behave today? I hope so. Phe did something very bad last night...very bad. Guess i'm paying for my sins today though with a killer hangover. It was meant to be a quick band rehersal, then to kates party, and then out for a drink somewhere else. It ended up as just bowen and i and a bottle of rum (which sounds quite like a song)...and quite like a recipe for me doing something very stupid. *kicks herself* Oh wells, these things happen i guess, cant wait for badge to find out, he's going to go mental...and the rest of the band...i dont think they need to know :)
I'm on holidays which is pretty cool. I haven't been to bed three days now though, so if i dont make sense, that might be why. Had dinner at ians on friday night (he cooked for me!) which was sweet, and great because i wasn't in the mood to cook. We hung out and were just generally stupid until his housemate came home with a gram...then we were more than just generally stupid. We discovered that the 24 marathon was on pay tv, and decided it would be a great idea to watch it...who'd have guessed it went for 24 hours!! Its not something you stop watching half way through either. hmm...then yesterday we were just catatonic on the couch. Then I went shopping, which was both fun and depressing. Fun cos i found heaps i liked, depressing cos i couldn't afford any of it. Funny like that.
Sitting here putting off learning more songs. Have rehersal tomorrow and im so underprepared but so not caring right about now. Too tired, hungover and tired..i said tired twice...how about that. On that coherant note, i think i should go and...do some washing...hahahaha
ok, not funny.

Oh andrew - have lunch with me damn you...saw you on rove the other night, you were rockn :) Hope all the touring is going well and you're behaving yourself. Call me...call me now...*laughs* so sleep deprived...sorry...