Monday, October 14, 2002

HELLO HELLO!! Again so much to say, so much i want to write, and soooo little time. Most things are still great, except for my inability to move. Yep the surfing injury i suffered up in Queensland has returned and i could hardly get out of bed this morning. SO much pain! Bloody surfing, very dangerous indeed. Had an awesome weekend and saw sooo many people who i haven't seen in ages. Saw chris and was highly surprised at his enthusiasm to see me. I then realised he was on enough e to kill a horse. I went to Kats aikido grading, which was rather entertaining. Well, that is except for the part where i had to sit with my old maths teacher Mr F, who at school, tried on numerous occasions to get me suspended. Despite the fact we managed to be civil, i dont think he's forgiven me for calling him a 'fucking prick with serious insecurity problems' in the middle of class. I didn't want to bring it up as he was going for his 3rd degree black belt...but he really deserved it. He was a horribly cruel man and someone had to put him in his place. Makes me laugh to remember his face, screaming "get out of my classroom!!!" and me yelling back "MY PLEASURE!!!" and slamming the door. People still wondered why i wasn't made school captain :)

Well i'm really really worried about Leigh (as much of a surprise as that may seem). He was in Bali, going to the Sari club on Saturday night. His phone is off or out of range, but then again he might not have roaming. Still, no one knows where he is and if he's ok. Everyone is really worried. God i hope he's ok...but i suppose thats an obvious thing to say...well we can only wait. Terrorism breaks my heart. Theres so much beauty in the world, every where you turn, and yet people still feel the need to destroy innocent lives, trust and faith. I cant even comprehend it, and perhaps its my naivety speaking again, but i just cant understand such thoughts ever even slipping into your mind. What is more important than life and humanity and the sweetness of happiness and freedom that all these people were celebrating? What could possibly be greater than the preservation of peace? I cant ever begin to understand it, but perhaps its the reality i live in, where such liberal ideals have pervaded my life since i was born. Maybe its that i have no conception of religious devotion and patriotism. Or maybe some people are just fucked in the head...

On that happy note i must be going...i've got writing to do....

which reminds me...Mia - what do you think? Please be honest....