What an interesting week. Things have turned around from last week where i was convinced there was some sort of world conspiracy going on. I guess its all about perspective. Its funny how much your mood can influence what you see, its like this week, i've noticed how i've been getting all the green lights, and every time i turn on the radio theres a good song on...haha...weird. Last week i just noticed all the things that were going wrong. I guess its cos i'm back on top of things, pretty much got my work under control (thank god) and so i'm stressing less. I'm really excited about seeing hils on saturday too, it'll be the best thing of the entire year. I just worked out i haven't seen her in 3 years. I dont even know whats happening, but i guess she'll be living with me :) Ha, i'm so not getting any work done in the next month! This is going to be great! Very excited.

Had hockey training tonight. It was cold and wet and i'm injured again. I'm pretty good at getting injured at the start of the season. Maybe its psychosomatic. I think i'm a little over the whole hockey thing, i mean i love the people and whatever but...i dont know...maybe i'm just being lazy.

I'm so sleepy, haven't had nearly enough sleep this week. My room is filled with balloons, how sweet is that? Ah, i'm just being random, i must be tired.

Oh, found out something funny - breece is working in an ice cream shop.

I'm so glad i can sleep in tomorrow, it'll be so nice. I love thursdays. Get up late, do a bit of nothing, sit on the couch, procrastinate, go for a run, thursdays are great really.

I'm tired. So tired. I feel like i'm always tired. I need a holiday, just to get out of the city and get some fresh air. Less than one month. *sigh*

Hey to andrew if you're reading this...i blame you for not being able to sleep and being so tired...i was so frustrated for the past two nights, just lying there, thinking about what i'd rather be doing...to you that is...grrrr...i swear, in the carpark last night i just wanted to rip off your clothes, run my hands all over you, drop to my knees and...pity it was so public. i'm just considering who else might be reading this, good thing mia and jessie never sign in here anymore...haha...anyways...mmm least i've got a decent imagination ;)

Must go to bed now...to ah...sleep...yes, to sleep *grin*

Night page...night sexy boy, wish you were here...so i could take off all my clothes for you, very slowly...xx